I will go by the lighter side of Chemistry meaning attached to it! An unpaired
particle which is free to move here and there and has high level of energy. It
relates me to my childhood days, when I used to be very much occupied through
my creative mind. In those days, the activities were like re-engineering a toy
till it reaches its end or copying elders’ style, talks or being a pseudo-cook
of the house. It was indeed a fun time. In all the activities, I used to be
heavily engrossed within my highest level of concentration and inquisitiveness.
In those times, we used to speak our heart and it didn't involve any false
meanings.
As I progressed in age, the sanctity of child's mind lost its purity. The new space in mind and heart started getting replaced by truth, lies; copy and paste; pretexting and pretending the things; and playing diplomatically. This led to erosion of thinking capability and ultimately, I began loosing that free radical.
In totality, I was learning to surrender and being loose on everything. There was never an answer to what to do for which I am passionate about. But, there were number of reasons to develop liking about the things which I don't like. I feel blessed are those who have made it through their heart. And for the rest, seeking blessing is like hoping the best from the Pandora box.
It has become a daily routine now. But I haven’t lost that free radical completely. Its grains are still alive. The only thing I have to care is to nurture it daily. I keep poking myself about it; to make my passion a ground reality and living through it. The life has not left me, so there is no dearth of opportunities.
I have learnt a way to deal with the things I unlike. I have directed all the learning from my current life to achieve my life's mission. When I say truth & lies, here I am learning the art to say truth and detect lies. In case of copy and paste, I am learning to distinguish between the hard-work and clever-work. On pretending about the things, I am learning to easily understand the depth of understanding or fakeness about the work in a person.
I will use all my learning in creating the wonderful organization which works where the heart is. The adversaries in the present situation are engraining me with perseverance and patience, and the confidence is getting stronger day-by-day.
My heart has very huge canvas, where family, friends, society and nation are part of it. It wants to benefit everyone attached to it. I am optimistic that one fine day my Free Radical will see the light of the day.
As I progressed in age, the sanctity of child's mind lost its purity. The new space in mind and heart started getting replaced by truth, lies; copy and paste; pretexting and pretending the things; and playing diplomatically. This led to erosion of thinking capability and ultimately, I began loosing that free radical.
In totality, I was learning to surrender and being loose on everything. There was never an answer to what to do for which I am passionate about. But, there were number of reasons to develop liking about the things which I don't like. I feel blessed are those who have made it through their heart. And for the rest, seeking blessing is like hoping the best from the Pandora box.
It has become a daily routine now. But I haven’t lost that free radical completely. Its grains are still alive. The only thing I have to care is to nurture it daily. I keep poking myself about it; to make my passion a ground reality and living through it. The life has not left me, so there is no dearth of opportunities.
I have learnt a way to deal with the things I unlike. I have directed all the learning from my current life to achieve my life's mission. When I say truth & lies, here I am learning the art to say truth and detect lies. In case of copy and paste, I am learning to distinguish between the hard-work and clever-work. On pretending about the things, I am learning to easily understand the depth of understanding or fakeness about the work in a person.
I will use all my learning in creating the wonderful organization which works where the heart is. The adversaries in the present situation are engraining me with perseverance and patience, and the confidence is getting stronger day-by-day.
My heart has very huge canvas, where family, friends, society and nation are part of it. It wants to benefit everyone attached to it. I am optimistic that one fine day my Free Radical will see the light of the day.
Hey...I think free radical inside you has been under direct light of the day however unable to fetch energy which requires to fulfill the desire of yours. Sometimes its our illusion that we are in dark because we don't want to see the light. A simple example, we are sleeping inside the room switching off the light while its sunny outside. We dont want to leave comfortable zone and blame that nothing good is happening. At the same place we hope that something gud will happen in future. Unless you put efforts nothing is going to change. It is good that you started liking the things which you never liked but dont put this in a way that you forget what you used to like.
ReplyDeleteMy friend try to figure out the reason why you are unable to do the things which you are passionate about and Don't wait for the time. I believe the free radical inside you needs your passion, focus, strong desire and hard work to achieve your mission.
Thank you!...will resaon about what has holded back till now!
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